1. My Cave
I'm a dark figure on these stony walls
I'm a hollow voice in these empty halls
A fading smoke in the air
A touch of wind on her hair
My cave is so empty tonight
I recall the smiles of a thousand sunbeams
I remember the smell of spring born leaves
The scent of morning dew
Those dim memories I drew
Relieving was the warmth of the reaching arm
Relieving was the swaying womb so warm
Once I was the one truly cared now I'm just so lone and bare
My cave is so cold tonight
Long lost are the keys for these doors and so keen is that frightening force
That growing thrust in my head by my own thoughts is fed
Relieving was the warmth of the reaching arm
Relieving was the swaying womb so warm
Once I was the one truly cared now I'm just so lone and bare
My cave is so cold tonight
2. Dead Cry For The Sun
Far and still all is near
Nothing is slow when it all happens
Keep me close when my heart grows ice
You may hate life more than me
A wraith in the room
No one understands what I see
It is all about the past that I cannot meet,
...The lie I cannot keep
I've been told how you die and when
So little time we have
But I knew what I had to do
In the grey and silent morning
Where nothing is awaken
And the dead cry for the sun
At the moments of the first light, I find you staring
After all you have been gone all these years
And the dead cry for the sun
My light is slowly fading and this morning might be my last
The sun bleeds...
Shadows only exists for the hidden bleeding veins,
Your remaining stains
Distortions in the moist air
I'm waiting in the silence
For you to appear again
In the grey and silent morning
Where nothing is awaken
And the dead cry for the sun
At the moments of the first light, I find you staring
After all you have been gone all these years
And the dead cry for the sun
My light is slowly fading and this morning might be my last
3. Glass Idol
I left my old fears to die
in their own graves
Instead of getting new ones
I choose hate, in every tomb
grows my worst enemy
Wine flows and shows the real hunger
Damage must be done so I realize
Impassive mind doesn't seek the truth
Paralytic body doesn't feel the pain
As I stand on this roof,
I've come to conclusion
someone needs to die, but that's not me
Those distant melodies are the only things
that slow me down
They remind me of what I used to own
instrument of untuned hopes
Dirt under our feet wants us more nowadays
Rock is eager to get our names carved
On this roof I have the option
Walls are closer than before
Imaginary hand chokes me
I see rotten souls, my old fears
Staircase attracts, I want to go higher
They remind me of what I used to own
instrument of untuned hopes
Dirt under our feet wants us more nowadays
4. Fire In Her Eyes
She raises her head up,
as it should be
To see the future,
care less about the past
Sometimes it feels so sick,
sometimes so sweet...
She heard the calling
and those faded memories came again
Every time they are slightly more unclear
So she feels like a humble slave
So she waits
for the moment that will come
And the gun that could
make it fast this time
No less than agony rules this place
"I cannot fix my life
so it will burn if I can decide"
Raise your hand against the devil
and you'll always lose
Fight without empathy
and keep your eyes on the price
Eventually you will become
a beast of your own
Raise your hand against the devil
And you'll always lose
There's no one else
holding the lighter
And in one second
there's fire in her eyes
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Flame keeps looping in my head
Gas tempts, blade even more
Death's dweller in one empty room
It inhabits this fake grave
As we all drown in each other's relics
And search the end with hopeful smiles
This straitjacket of my own hands
Keeps tightening...
it keeps tightening...
Ground keeps turning
red under my feet
My sense is gone
I will gather those things I left behind
And build my horns
from ashes of fictional deeds
When the world is laying
its weight on me
What will remain?
What will remain is greed
When this falls apart
I will capture the spoiled side of me
and let it wait for another discontent soul
They will turn loose the evil side of us
and life's pressure ends
Gather those things I left behind
And build my horns
from ashes of fictional deeds
When the world is laying
its weight on me
What will remain?
What will remain is greed
6. Blank Faces
It would be better to leave
my final breath to someone else
It could be easier to leave
my final words for someone
who cares more than I
Who knows what to say
....someone like you
But you have lost your perfection
and you spoiled our canvas
It's confusing...
mistakes are not for you
You're flawless
Your plan was to torture me
when there was a reason
Or was there any..?
And all those horrors
you blamed me (for)
cause I'm too empty
I'm what you've made me
When I tried to repeat your words
and when I tried to
repeat your thoughts
I know this all belongs to you
But you never realized
what is mine
There is no blood for me to bleed
because you sucked it all from me
No scraps to collect,
they are all in you
You got all you wanted
And all those horrors
you blamed me (for)
cause I'm too empty
I'm what you've made me
When I tried to repeat your words
and when I tried to
repeat your thoughts
I know this all belongs to you
But you never realized
what is mine
7. The Deserted
How do you destroy them?
Black eyes and empty faces
Rain runs to holes and
finds a way to escape
I find my reflection
from unfortunate ones
and I see nothing there anymore
Frustrating stories end as planned
Hollow city cannot save you
Before the sunset new icons
have fallen for vain illusions once again
And in the morning next ones
are at sleep and cannot be fed
Cold buildings are like the gods
of my downcast thoughts
Urban stone creations
Walls with deserted names
A grave for all the lost ones
And for those who are hiding
in the gray walls
Today I'm going to destroy
everything that's haunting me here
Tomorrow I will find the tools and
learn to fix what I've broken
My face becomes one with gray walls
I hope you destroy me
Maybe something new will spring up
when I put those pieces back together
Cold buildings are like the gods
of my downcast thoughts
Urban stone creations
Walls with deserted names
A grave for all the lost ones
And for those who are hiding
in the gray walls
8. Cold Room
These rooms make me freeze
Our happiness died when we became
strangers to ourselves
We can't speak anymore,
no ability to cry
The light is thinner
and the sun won't shine here
I look to my past and understand
That I will make the same mistake again
And here I am, trapped in my home
Why has all this turned so cold?
All is now black and white
No color for love, no sound
that makes everything all right
Spoiled tears fall down like the stones
Why do we make this weight for ourselves?
Cold rooms are rotting me from inside
And here I am to stay
The light is thinner
and the sun won't shine here
I look to my past and understand
That I will make the same mistake again
And here I am, trapped in my home
Time to make harmony and release
Only a freezing world is waiting
It breaks my dreams to pieces
And there is no one to warm these rooms
9. Everything Ends Here
Right here are the breaths of the end of days
A human being shivers in it's pitiful form
Crushes the hearts, mutes the voices
And it's gonna be the calm before the storm
Turn and all will be gone
wrong path and all is perished
Every step might be your last
So can you see the fun in this?
How hard you planned and how easy you fall?
My eyes are blind, my lips are dry
You're so weak and try to speak to me
There's water for only one of us
I get stronger from your tears
So cry for the shadows of yesterday
The irony in mankind stays
How the winter freezes and summer boils
I'd rather accept my fate and die alone
Yesterdays shadows stands in front of me
As they always have
Deeds that counted were always pointless
My eyes are blind, my lips are dry
You're so weak and try to speak to me
There's water for only one of us
I get stronger from your tears
So cry for the shadows of yesterday